Almost Done

"May the God of hope fill you with all joy and peace" Romans 15:13

I've been reading chapter 6 and 7 of Romans last night; and it is comforting to know that even Paul (specifically chosen to spread the word of Jesus), he failed many times, but the Lord picked him up...during those verses you read about his fight against his flesh and doing what he is not to do and not doing what he is to... and that is so familiar...but the Lord never left his side.
In a way this is encouraging to me, through this disease I don't count the many blessings I received from God every time... I have times that I only complain and lack trust in our Jesus, I have feelings of insecurity (feelings that absolutely not come from my Father God), the more insecure I feel, the more likely I am to fail and sin.
The good news is that even that is the case Jesus does not leave me or forsake me, He is always there for me, to help me reason and repent.
Cycle 4 is done! I had to receive a transfusion this time, but I am ok now, and thank you Lord for the person that donated the blood.
I have 2 more cycles to go, October 6th should be the last one (God allowing)... I am so excited!!!
My mom wants to come visit me, but it all depends if she is able to get a U.S. visa, please help me pray that the visa is given to her so that I can see her again.
With love in Christ,
Sofia