Thursday, February 11, 2010

"The Lord is my strength and my shield; my heart trust in him, and I am helped. My heart leaps for joy and I will give thanks to him in song." Psalm 28:7

After working all night long with the papers and things to take to do my work the next day in the facilities, Awoke up tired, but with joy.... I got on my knees and ask God to give me the strength and fill me with the spirit, to go before me and to be with me and work next to me all day long, so that I can do an outstanding work for my patients that will benefit them. I had a busy day, but God put strength, love and the skill to treat my patients. God put love in my heart and the right words to talk to my nurses and patients. Friends my day at work was one of the best ones! Went really smooth and I had energy raining on me! I love, laugh, sung to my patients and tell them how much Jesus loves them... my work is so much fun! At the end, everyone was happy and please... all my patients say "thank you and hugged me... If God grants me more life, after all this surgery thing or whatever, I can't wait to go back on my feet and go back to work!

Prayer Request: There is something I need to ask you to pray for me please... There is something God is showing me is going on with me... the more He shakes the cup of my heart, the more he shows me I have lots of spiderwebs, mold, resentment, anger and pride... and He is telling me that I need to work on it... it is not easy... it is very easy to love people that love me and is there for me, but it is not easy to get free of all resentment and anger when you have been hurt, when people treat you bad or try to hurt you... that's when we have to love more, and learn to forgive and get rid of bad feelings as anger and resentment... they are just poison to our souls... Jesus tells me, I understand Sofia, I have been hurt too, rejected and betrayed, I know how you feel, but you have to learn to let go, forgive and get rid of bad feelings. Please pray for me, for this old heart of mine, that there is a change and I can free myself from feelings that should not be in my heart.