"It feels like cahos, but somehow there is peace, you are up to something bigger than me...." I so relate to that ok...tong, I don't know what is going on with me, I dont know what is gonna happen tomorrow, but the Lord is in control always, and that brings peace to my heart ....
Tomorrow, a new year, my prayer is that the Lord is gonna use my life in whatever way He decides to, cause I am clueless, and He has to be very loud, cause I am deaf.... He may be granting me 15 years of life just as he did to king Ezaquias, or He may give me 36 more years of life... the Bible says something about letting us go til we are 70, 80 if we r ok, so only God knows the days of our lives.
I do struggle with what is going on, on the human side, I struggle and wish everything will be back to normal, me working, bethany...but God has something planned, and I just wanna fill his will, and is and honor to me if in any way I am bringing glory to Him through this.
He is making me stronger every day, I prayed over the karchiefs tonight, so pray with me as well... I cant say to anyone that they will be cured by using this kairchiefs, but I can share the gospel with them, give them hope, and peace in the Lord that surpases all understanding. So pray with me that tomorrow that I start giving the kairchiefs God will guide me with what to say or do....
I did not know how to crochet, Bev is teaching me, I never had the time, so here she is with a lot of patients showing me how to crochet...I am excited about the project we have.
Wherever he leads me I will follow, he is my husband, my provider, my everything.
Ray left today, thank you Ray for helping me through this (I know it was scary, I ended up 2 times in the ER, but he handled it very well, we had a nice conversation, and I am glad he is going to Bethany and be the father she needs) and now he is back with Bethany that needs him a lot and know is missing both parents.
Talking about Bethany, when coming out of ER last night, somehow I heard the cry of a little one... it touched my heart, and let me understand, that I brother go through all this myself than having my Bethany going through it, us, as parents when we love our kids, we brother carry any disease, any pain than having our kids carry that... and I understood our good Jesus came for us to help us out and get this disease "sin" and carry that all in him, and even to the death He went for us, He did this because He loves us so much.
Well, I am ready to hit the bed, thanks God I am tired and ready to go to sleep...keep me in prayer please that the Lord will make me strong enough so that I can share the things of the kingdom with others.
Happy new year to you all...and my best with to all of you is that one of your new year goals will be to listen to Him and do what He wants from you.....
Love you all, happy new year
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