Isaiah 38 I was reminded of that Bible scripture today by Sue which talked to a lady christian converted from the Islam believes. She told her to tell me about this scripture, so Sue read the scripture for me...and is one of my favorites, this king was told by the prophet Isaiah that God was going to take his life.. the decision was made already by God, however this king of Judah Hezekaih cried out to God and told him he was not ready, God had compassion on him and God granted him 15 more years of life.... this Bible chapter always puzzled me, because God had already a plan and made a decision, however He decided to change it and grant 15 more years of life to this man! I feel like I've been through the valley of the death, and that this life (whatever time God is giving me) is a present from Him, to be around Bethany teach her about the Lord, and who knows if God wants to use me and honor to serve him in any way He wants... what a present! life! and what a present to be able to move and share this life of ours with others, I dont know yet what the Lord has for me, but I can see better in what direction He wants me to go... One of the things I learned from here is that no matter what u do as a job, as long as you glorify God with every beat you have is good, and Jesus came to serve not to be served, it means so much when u r sick if someone just comes around praising the Lord in song or reading the bible to you when you cannot,,,I been in the bed, I know now those things mean a lot to us the sick....I did not know before....
Praises to God as usual, keep me in your prayers since I am having trouble with my right ear, I dont know whats the matter, the doctor will see me tomorrow....if the Lord wants me a little bit deaf on one ear is ok, is his will. maybe a reminder so I dont forget all the wonders he has done in my life.....and that whatever life is to come is a present He is giving me... they shaved my head again, the head neurosurgeon laugh when he saw me and rubbed on my head and said.. I cant believe how fast and thick you hair is....cause it is growing again, no more chemicals this time though, so get use to Sofia with gray hair, and they say it may grow curly this time since has been shaved so many times, and after chemo and radio, it does not matter, a good brother from church told me "the beauty of a woman is not in her hair" and that meant a lot, it is true, that is just the frame of our face, our inner heart is what matter, our true self...what is inside, is easy to say, but gotta be honest I am vain, and vanity is one of the things I believe the Lord is working on me, I feel sometimes like a piece of wood, that he is polishing, pressing, carving day by day, there are so many things He needed to work on....He is an awesome God, He does not quit on us, He keeps going no matter how much work we mean, He is the Lion and the Lamb, ....how great is our God, sing with me how great is our God and all we see how great, how great is our God....