"Be still in the presence of the Lord and wait patiently for Him to act." Psalm 37:7
I need to repeat this verse over and over again to myself, my faith gets so little sometimes, I drawn in a cup of water thinking that the solutions and answers are on my hands...nope, all authority and whatever is to happen in our lives depends on God (if we take hands off and allow Him to act).
Peace has come back to my heart again (thank you for your prayers!) and I have given Him all control, and what a peace He brings... I am so glad He is the one to take the decisions for me and the one that carries me = )
Today I was able to see my problems are so little compared to other people going through similar situations like me, but double...
The prior to last post I had a picture of Ted and His wife Jane (the pastor here at Gainesville Calvary Chapel), they have been an Oasis for me, my friends, and people here at the Lodge, please keep them in prayer too, they are a great ministry here in this town.
The pic... Let me introduce you to Jay, he is 84 and fighting esophageal cancer, radiation on chest and chemotherapy, please keep him in your prayers so that he heals soon and no more pain for him... people like him really inspired me, no matter how many years of life... still, life is a gift and the fight for longer, more life keeps going.
Keep praying about the decision I am to take, and write me an email or post a comment about what you think about me going or not going for chemotherapy.
Have a bless night!
Dear Sophia, I think you should you try the Chemo because you are young and healthy and Bethany loves you and you are a great Mother.
ReplyDeleteI do not know if you are still asking for help on your decision but I would love for Sophia to try everything possible to stay blogging as long as possible:)
I will pray for you and your decision and I am hoping to go to another concert with you soon.
Love your friend,Brenda