Burning House

"God... is the blessed controller of all things, the king over all kings and the master of all masters" 1st timothy 6:15

It is so true that "church" is not a building, we are the church... we all make a unique contribution that forms a body, we are part of the body of Christ. We have been designed in a magnificent way, with our virtues and failures... we are unique.
Many times we look so hard for fulfillment in another human, what a big mistake and as my big brother Rob said... it is unfair to expect another human to fill the emptiness in our heart, Jesus is the only one that can occupy that empty space in our hearts, that thirst, that longing.
Deep inside us we are all children. girls we dream about a prince that will come, take our heart and tell us he will love us forever, that will be there for us and watch over us forever (as the song goes) as well... however the only one that can watch over us and love us unconditionally forever is God.
Pain and suffering... although many things I am going through (and I've been)are difficult and I am making it only with God's strength, I have come to the realization that not until now I can share and understand pain and suffering in others. For a long time I shared sympathy for others going through difficulties and pain, but now I can share and understand them (there is a difference)... I asked myself many times God why are you allowing this happening to me?... now I say "thank you Lord for teaching me", sometimes the learning process can be painful... specially if you are a perfectionist and hard headed like me (lol)
Tomorrow will be the last chemo of cycle please pray for healing.
Love you all!