Friday, February 12, 2010

"With God all things are possible" Matthew 19:26

God woke me up early this morning with a terrible pain on my knees, but I am happy He did... because, He woke me up with a purpose, first to be able to have a stress-free morning and have everything ready on time to go to work and... to receive a very important call from my uncle Victor (He is my father's brother and to me my father too-- my father die when I was 10, since then, uncle Victor has been like me father to me). So he called to check on me, following up on my health, etc... but, confession here, although I love him so much, and I have shared my faith with, I have never got the guts to straight forward talk about Jesus, afraid of him rejecting me and asking me not to talk about it again... for the longest time I said to myself "I'll talk to him next time"... but, today everything went different, we talked on the phone for very, very long... I told him my dad gave his heart to Jesus one week before he died, and that because of his decision I have full confidence that I'll see him again...Uncle Victor started to ask questions, I shared with him why I believe what I believe and how I have full confidence that if I die today I'll go straight to heaven and that I will see my Jesus and my dad again... I asked him if he will pray with me and accept Jesus as Lord and Savior.... He prayed with me on the phone and accepted Jesus in his heart! I heard him crying on the line, I was crying too... Now I know that when the time come I am going to see my dad and my uncle too! Can't describe you how I feel!!!! After the call, got on my knees and praise God, jumped, danced with joy! SEE, THANK YOU GOD YOU HAVE THIS MASS, TUMOR, WHATEVER THING IS IN MY HEAD... NOTHING OF THIS WONDERFUL THINGS WILL BE HAPPENING IF THIS THING WILL NOT BE ON MY HEAD.... THANK YOU, THANK YOU IT IS ON MY HEAD!!! YOU ARE USING MY LIFE NOW, THANK YOU FOR USING MY LIFE FOR YOUR GLORY AND PURPOSE!

After that call, the pain on my knees completely went away... God gave me once again the energy and strength to do my work, share his love with my patients and nurses, another successful day at work! thank you my dear Papa!